She desired to kiss, touch, and feel her lovers but to never become their possession. They were all too unworthy, of such love.
Its wrong to hold oneself in such high esteem, some may suggest. Such a pretentious nature will only lead her down a path of eternal loneliness.
But that is wrong to assume such thoughts about her. If she ever found herself in love, no longer will she wants be her own person. Too long has she lived for herself and desired her soul to become one with the other. You and me would become us. As it should be for soulmates.
If one was prepared to give themselves so fully to another human being then is it in their rights to be finicky?
She thought so.