She has protector stamped across her back!
Even though the thought had warmth pooling in the pits my stomach and my chest fluttering, this is a little unexpectant. What is this exactly? Could she protect me? Could I allow her to? Its not an easy question to answer but time will only tell.
Because I am tired of looking at my phone waiting for no one to call me. I realized that I shouldnt have to fight and work this hard. That philosophy about letting love go and if it was meant to be it will come back is bullshit.